That very moment will stay with me forever

what I was seeing just couldn’t be the truth. 

It shook me to my core,

leaving me at war.

Standing in the open,

feeling helplessly broken.

Evidence of a harsh reality.

How do I shield my heart from the pain?

You were so fucking vain. 

Willing to hurt me to make yourself feel better

it was the ultimate betrayal. 

I didn’t deserve your indifference. 

Memories flood my brain,

I’ll never be able to look at you the same. 

Empty hopes as I keep searching for ways to cope.

There’s no closure when it comes to this kind of heartbreak.